If you would say that you want to go Jesus way, then please contact the minister here or at a Bible-believing church. You will be helped to follow through what is a great and joyous step in your life.
This may not be a decision that you feel ready to make; but because it is very literally a matter of life and death, don't just set it aside. We would encourage you to follow this up. Find a church that teaches from the Bible; get a copy of one of the gospels (the story of Jesus life) to read it for yourself. If you contact us, we can send you a copy of Luke's gospel. And pray that God would show Himself and His love plainly to you.